cause I always sit next to someone breast feeding or eating a hot dog.
POST FROM Wednesday, December 11, 2002
It never stops amazing me how people can do things without thinking in others, why dont they care more about others fellings? Im almost 21 and about seriously to give up. My streigh is just so weak, this year I've done nothing else than try to be a better human, and the slaps on my face keep on coming faster and they hurt even more now. I'm like: Why? Can't they see? What do i do wrong? So tonight i've had enough, don't talk to me, don't come close to me, don't think a hug will solve this situation, maybe im rude yes..but i am only replying your kindless statements, and another thing..when u say i am crazy, i thank God you think that cause i dont wanna ever be what you consider normal. I'm pissed and so the questioning begins again ...i for once want to be the one that feels nothing..but of course i dont wanna loose myself either.
8/13/05 - It's probably not a great idea not to go to your medical appoitment when you get the best job they could have probably offered you, just because you want to mantein that perfect record of never taking a blood test.
