cause I always sit next to someone breast feeding or eating a hot dog.
POST FROM Sunday, December 29, 2002
I'm about to pass out. Two hours ago I hit my head to this wood trying to climb something in the rain. The non funny thing is that when I got back inside they warned me about the wood. "Ain't that funny Barbara". They thought it was funny that I let them know I hit the thing after they had told me 2 sec before to be carefull. Ha ha. (Bite me, i'm gonna give u ha ha).
Here is another deal, and if you end up thinking this family is a little *finding the word* umm lets just leave it open and you tell me after you're finished reading this:
If you don't know, my mom got a surgery a few weeks ago, and she is the kind of person who won't say how she is really feeling..but just because she doesn't want you to worry. She might tell extrangers but no no..not her daugthers or son. Maybe close relatives, but hey direct blood come on!, her daughter who studies medicine PLEASE! . She also threads people not to tell us. But of course there's always that person in your family that wants to take control over things, I don't know if they feel pleasure by ordering others what to do, but obviously they find it really hard to do what they are actually meant to. My theory is that they care way too much, too much that they over react, too much that they forget the simple but important things. Where was I? Ok, my aunt had a talk with my sis and I, and between her ramblings, she said that my mom didn't want us to know how painful it is all she has to go through. I of course stayed shut, but should have ask her if she thinks we are idiots or what? First, WE KNOW. Second, why would you tell as something she asked you especificaly not to? Third, this may sound cliché but I didn't ask to be born, neither did my sis, and needless to say we didn't asked to be twins. So shut up and stop blaming us for something from the past. I love u Ann, and now I'll stop writting cause I can see lines on the air. My head hurts like hell and I can't focus well.
8/13/05 - It's probably not a great idea not to go to your medical appoitment when you get the best job they could have probably offered you, just because you want to mantein that perfect record of never taking a blood test.
