cause I always sit next to someone breast feeding or eating a hot dog.
POST FROM Thursday, January 30, 2003
UPDATES
- She had her studios done, doctors say she's gonna be fine and that on Tuesday they'll be telling her what process need to be followed to get the fuckers out. - I was so nervous that I ate every tiny to giant possible and nearly to food that I could find out there..even Ice cream..Man, say goodbye to my diet, not to say I couldn't even think to go working out while she was so afraid. - As everyone is calm right now, I'm gonna share my birthday presents. First my aunt Cristina gave me this beautiful brown bag which I plan to used on regular basis, my other aunt totally sorprised me with this green and white non sleeves shirt which I loved, and my grandparents who totally rock but not only because they gave me this important amout of money that I plan to use to buy the last HP 49G awesome calculator but also because they are the most thoughtfull and caring people ever. Now..roll drums!!..my parents gift. I dont know if u know that I'm a vegetarian (except for chicken and fish), okay here it comes again, I don't know if u know that I'm this horrible vegetarian who happens to have this very contradictive perspective about this issue. For instant, it is okay to wear a leather belt and it is more than okay if it's as lovely and gorgious as the one Ana gave me. I'm not crying around for the poor sacrified animal, and my theory if someone asks is that it was already dead so the best honor for him/her is to have someone in this case me using it. I bet he/she would love that rather than being digested and forced to take the endless tunel of hell. But of course the other voice in my head, the one that makes the cool outfit feel dirty and always brings the contradiction into my thoughts, said to me that she had had enough. She was not gonna digest this brown hairy wallet my parents kindly gave as a present. Exacts words were "It's enough u, vegetarian my ass!". Between my poor understanding of my parent's gift, cause they really know how i really feel about wearing things with hair, I was forced to make this very unusual face to them while I was opening it. All I could say was, "Oh look at this, thank u guys". My father clarified my doubt by saying "It's horse leather and hair, ain't it soft". And again this voice speaking and telling me that if the man who made it used rats hair no one could ever be able to find that out. What I've learnt I guess is that It's not okay to wear any kind of an animal's part, but if u are, u have less chances to burn in hell forever wearing something already boldy than a lousy little something fingers crossed not to close to a familiar animal related to rats.
8/13/05 - It's probably not a great idea not to go to your medical appoitment when you get the best job they could have probably offered you, just because you want to mantein that perfect record of never taking a blood test.
