cause I always sit next to someone breast feeding or eating a hot dog.
POST FROM Wednesday, February 12, 2003
I hate this week
It's been awful, I won't say anything else about it because I don't want to bring any more sadness to this blog plus you are gonna end up thinking I hate everything, which ...well lets face it, is kinda true.
I'll write down this 2 amazing songs, both of course by Coldplay
"Parachutes"
In a haze, a stormy haze, I’ll be round I’ll be loving you always, always. Here I am and I’ll take my time Here I am and I’ll wait in line always Always.
"Yellow"
Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you, And everything you do, Yeah, they were all yellow. I came along, I wrote a song for you, And all the things you do, And it was called 'Yellow.' So then I took my turn, Oh what a thing to have done, And it was all 'Yellow.' Your skin Oh yeah, your skin and bones, Turn into something beautiful, You know, you know I love you so, You know I love you so. I swam across, I jumped across for you, Oh what a thing to do. Cos you were all 'Yellow,' I drew a line, I drew a line for you, Oh what a thing to do, And it was all 'Yellow.' Your skin, Oh yeah your skin and bones, Turn into something beautiful, And you know for you, I'd bleed myself dry for you, I'd bleed myself dry. It's true, look how they shine for you, Look how they shine for you, Look how they shine for, Look how they shine for you, Look how they shine for you, Look how they shine. Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you, And all the things that you do.
Add this to the list, I hate my mood also, apologies to all of you who got to face me today...don't know what is wrong with me. Somebody asked me if I could define what a human is, and I replied that being a human means you are lost in this universe, asking for mercy to someone you don't even know if exists. You cant scream without making a noise so If u hold it u can kill yourself and others won't never know. Humans hold their tears cause they refuse to show, when the only thing they want is to say those words. Asking themself will u hug me no matter what, screaming inside but holding it back. But what the hell do I know, u asked me that on a day where everything seemed like hell, what other thing would u expect?
8/13/05 - It's probably not a great idea not to go to your medical appoitment when you get the best job they could have probably offered you, just because you want to mantein that perfect record of never taking a blood test.
