cause I always sit next to someone breast feeding or eating a hot dog.
POST FROM Saturday, February 01, 2003
Got up late and turned on the TV to watch the shuttle land...totally awful. I can't imagine what those families went and are going through, God bless them. Again I ask myself if there is someone out there who is actually prepared for the pain life refuses to stop bringing. I really doubt it. You wish u could but its impossible. Ok, you're probably gonna hate me for what I'm about to say, but consider I'm not a cold young bitch who can't recognize what or who heros are, instead I am just and only just this cold young bitch. I REALLY think we need to reconsider what being a Hero means and how do u get to be a hero in the first place. For me, a Hero is that person that puts her/himself at last in a list of everbody and does an extraordinary thing for those who have no voice, with no personal interests in the middle period. So today when I heard that those who died on that NASA mission were heros I totally freak out. I can't believe that humanity considers heros people who only cared about their own passion. People who left their families just to archieved something they had always dreamt about. Well somebody slap me in the face or something cause I refuse to believe what I just heard. I'm so sorry u died and I pray for your families but I must scream a HEY!! not everybody who dies is a hero. I have lost a lot of loved ones and that pain is undescriptable and horrible. But that pain doesn't justify you being able to call them heros.
8/13/05 - It's probably not a great idea not to go to your medical appoitment when you get the best job they could have probably offered you, just because you want to mantein that perfect record of never taking a blood test.
