cause I always sit next to someone breast feeding or eating a hot dog.
POST FROM Sunday, April 06, 2003
Everything that goes up must fall down eventually, right?
I was looking forward to this thing, that was supposed to be great and fun, but luck totally failed on me. I do blame luck, the cosmos, the moon, any galaxy alienation and of course myself. It wasn't meant to happen in the first place I guess, but it could have been awesome. Man!! ..and I knew it was TOO much to ask, too weird, so disappointment ain't hard now, can't deny it hurts a little bit though, but I had the time to prepare..oh well
But the question was, does everything that goes up, fall down eventually? The common answer is Yes. Woman say is yes, even man say yes. History shows the answer is yes. But why the hell is it Yes when it comes to feelings, crushes or love? I freaking revealed myself with that one huh? anyway, if we know everything that seems perfect may collapse two seconds later, if that's the reality, a fact, then why do we keep imagining that perfect ending? why do we even get hurt? I won't deny it didn't happen to me, not far from yesterday actually, and now I'm like how did I fall again? I thought I was prepared for the landing, but hell no. Sometimes we make things go higher, sometimes is meant to be stuff, but neither of them are gonna stay there longer than your first guess shot was. Holy life, like this friend said to me, "those are the days I live for". If things didn't fall down, we wouldn't have anything to look forward to I guess.
8/13/05 - It's probably not a great idea not to go to your medical appoitment when you get the best job they could have probably offered you, just because you want to mantein that perfect record of never taking a blood test.
