cause I always sit next to someone breast feeding or eating a hot dog.
POST FROM Saturday, September 11, 2004
Today, Tomorrow
What lesson did 9/11 bring when you talk about positive things coming out of from negative ones? Well that is hard to see. All you can get is a reenforcement of purely simple things to remember on common basic activities, such as never take anything for granted or say what you feel when you feel it, say "I love you" before it is too late.
I read a post somewhere in the web, on who knows what board, and it said, 9/11 made us all one. I say, in deed. There are no races except one. All in human race grief the same way, no matter what they say.
Personally, this time of the year it is way to hard for me. I've been trying to stay positive and active, but the thing is I feel my grandpa's death has left me empty. Tomorrow would have been his 83 birthday and I'll spend it with my grandma, I'll take her to the cemetery. If my grandpa could say something, he'll say "thank you" and "I know how it feels, but do it the right way, understand?". Like they say, memorials are not for the dead, but for the living. Looking back, one year ago he was loosing his battle and we lost with him in the end. He was the strongest person I ever met, he gave everything he had, he shared perfection among us, and I know it is hard to keep him proud but I'm giving it a try. If there isn't a thing out there after death, still they preserve their life existence in us. And I take that.
Sarah McLachlan
I Will Remember You
i will remember you
will you remember me
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
remember the good times that we had
i let them slip away from us when things got bad
how clearly i first saw you smilin' in the sun
wanna feel your warmth upon me i wanna be the one
i will remember you
will you remember me
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
i'm so tired but i can't sleep
standin' on the edge of something much too deep
it's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
we are screaming inside but we can't be heard
but i will remember you
will you remember me
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
i'm so afraid to love you but more afraid to loose
clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
once there was a darkness deep and endless night
you gave me everything you had oh you gave me light
and i will remember you
will you remember me
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
and i will remember you
will you remember me
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
8/13/05 - It's probably not a great idea not to go to your medical appoitment when you get the best job they could have probably offered you, just because you want to mantein that perfect record of never taking a blood test.
