cause I always sit next to someone breast feeding or eating a hot dog.
POST FROM Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Gone Out Of Control
Amazingly surprising every year summer arrives again, to last longer (thank you all for your great contribution) and breaks my nerves apart. It's that time when everyone leaves the city. Everyone runs away to the beautiful beaches to sit under the sun, when the atmosphere's temperature's is over 100 degrees (I've been told I have zero logical analysis when I say during summer you don't want to sit under the sunlights, and during winter you'll want that), next to thousands of strangers with two inches of sand territory per persona and relax, yet you're are able to count the neck's hair of the guy sitting in front of you, and smell the sandwich or yogurt from the girl that lays almost naked next to you.
As you know, scientists try to convince us that there is only one human kind, I'm offended by that. I per SE have asked the sun lovers kind of humans why they do that to their OWN bodies, I look better that way has always been their answer. Why do I bother you may wonder?. It's the never ending chain of whys. The thing is who hasn't ever asked someone why do you do something you never ever considered doing yourself? Why do you smoke? why? why? WHY?. I get that that whole questioning is completely annoying for the other person, as I also get annoyed when people see me with my identical sister and they always ask Are you identical twins?, avoiding the obvious commentaries we used as replies, at some point we HAD to comprehend that the person asking the same old question wasn't always the same one, idiots don't look alike. Anyway, I guess just once I had to tried it, I wanted to know something and so I needed to ask a question someone else thought irritating. You should try it, specially if you don't like them.
They say they look great that way. I don't know how that game started, I guess someone got really toasted and someone else asked how did you get that tone instead of why (if I had been the one that saw him I would have shut him and no one on earth would have ever known this look), so then he showed to him how, and it continued. I say it's sort of an addiction now, because to top it off there's nothing they love more but to burn themselves like bread on a toaster, get that orangy tone that they would never put on a wall. People don't take vacations to rest, people take vacations to get burned (toasted didn't sound that good there).
My kind should get that maybe they really really like it. They don't like laying down wearing cotton, instead they like poliester those mini synthetic sunbathes people buy to "cover" their privates, but come on let's face it they wear them because deep inside they LOVE to show their bodies to some of their kind (the economy rules don't apply, more material supply they are made off the price tends to be higher, these clothes, it's inverted), because their leader, someone they don't know, said their were fashion. The thing is that I understand we are different and I accept them, I say to my kind, let them enjoy, but why do I understand that subliminal language? oh NO.
I am not left alone with these feelings, animals are. And I got called by my entire family and neighbors to protect their beasts while they go away. I'm in charge of 5 dogs. Over the years I've helped one or another but this year they all remembered.
8/13/05 - It's probably not a great idea not to go to your medical appoitment when you get the best job they could have probably offered you, just because you want to mantein that perfect record of never taking a blood test.
