cause I always sit next to someone breast feeding or eating a hot dog.
POST FROM Thursday, March 17, 2005
Do You Know I bleed?
I know that everytime you get to that point where you say, ok, I think I can deal with things this new way, you get shot. Grief, pain, this feeling of emptiness and disillusion becomes part of reality one more time. And it wasn't really to far away that last time you felt that way. Every single time it hurts a little more, like it's there to try to knock you down and win this fight. A fight with no breaks, a fight where you don't have arms, you just get a punch after another.
8/13/05 - It's probably not a great idea not to go to your medical appoitment when you get the best job they could have probably offered you, just because you want to mantein that perfect record of never taking a blood test.